It’s alarming how much lighter I feel. It makes me wonder what I was doing to my self when I felt such a heavy weight. That’s not good for you.
Which, got me thinking the obvious. What took me so long?
As I was sitting here pondering on that question, I heard a voice!! This is the exciting part, because believe me, I have been waiting for this to happen. The voice has always been there, I’ve just never been able to hear it before. And what it said makes perfect sense.
Why did I stay here for 9 years when I wasn’t happy? Why did I hang on to this job for dear life when there were so many other things I wanted to be doing? Why did I mess up every relationship I’ve ever had until this one? Why did I push people away? Why couldn’t I let go? Why am I just now realizing what I want to do with my life?
Because I wasn’t ready!
It’s such a simple answer and it really sheds light on how much I worry about things that I shouldn’t worry about. I think I’ll write Elizabeth Gilbert a letter and tell her about my encounter with my Self. I’m that excited about it!
I get nervous about everything that’s happening and I get nervous about making the right decisions but one thing I know with all my heart is that I am ready! I am so ready.
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