I Fucking Did It!!

I quit my job today. Finally, finally. It's been such a long time coming and I know in my bones it was the right thing to do. I just can't be somewhere and do something that I'm not meant to do. It just feels all wrong and wears me down and makes me sick inside. And what is worth that?

I'm excited for the future and feel like I'm actually moving forward! For the first time in a good while I'm back on the tracks and getting somewhere! TooooooT ToooooT!

In class last night I made my best pot ever. I am so stoked! And my instructor told me that I'm pretty good for a beginner, which surprised me. I feel so behind and amateur. But I am learning alot. Hopefully I can retain it all and be able to continue improving. It's like a high when a piece actually comes out looking halfway decent. I've learned that the clay I've been using at home is crap. No wonder I couldn't center. I had hardly no problems at all centering last night. No where near the rib cracking sessions I've been having at home. So that's a relief to know. I thought maybe it just wasn't meant to be and that I'd never learn to center correctly. Centering is definitely the hardest part. Jackie said last night that so many students drop out because they can't center. I believe it. It's taken me over a year and I'm just now getting it! I'm impatient though. But....I Fucking Did It!