13 years later

After all this time I can see everthing exactly as it was. I'll see a picture from that time and I remember exactly what was happening on that day and how it felt. That's what I remember most, of everything, was how it felt. I've long since stopped feeling sorry for myself and stopped being desperatly sad about it. Thankfully now I see it totally different. I know that it was right. It happened just as it was meant to. It was perfect and hard and terrible and bliss. I had the perfect, movie version of a first true love. Who can ask for more than that? It changed everything about me even tho I didn't know it at the time. It was real, and something I'll always have, and for that I'm very, very thankful.

And now, I couldn't be more loved than I am. I'm taken care of and never have to wonder where things stand. I've a happy, stable, wonderful life and I'm also very thankful for that. I don't know how I got so lucky in life. It seems unfair sometimes. I know I've done things in the past not to deserve love like I've always had.

All I can do is give it back with all I've got. Be the best person I can be for those who love me.

Life's so funny. The tinyest thing can rip my heart right out and yet I'm thankful for it. Crazy isn't it?

Do it

15 reasons you should be watching Peaky Blinders

My new love! This is now my second favorite show. Waiting for the good shows is slow torture. WATCH IT!!!

We binged this show in just a couple days. It's the kind that gives you a hangover and makes it impossible to watch anything else for a while cause you know it won't compare. After we pouted for a couple days, we watched Bloodline since every other human is going on and on about it. I couldn't get into it. I don't get the obsession. It's alright but shows like Peaky Blinders are on a different level. It's not really t.v. It's a movie every episode. The acting, the costumes, the writing....it's just better. And I promise I'm not just saying that because Tom Hardy is in season 2. I loved it from episode one, first two minutes. Its that kinda show. Helen McCrory is amaaaazing!! They all are!

Now I'm eternally waiting for season 3.

You're Welcome

So excited I found these all in one place! I've been loving these forever!

You're Welcome

Doesn't he just make you melty?

YES

This makes me sooo soooooo excited!!!! I can't stop smiling every time I watch this. What a sweet lil song! And Seth....he's just a big smile. That's the perfect way to describe him and his voice. This made my night last night. New stuff is like Christmas Day!!!