A Must!!!

One of most musts I'll ever say is a must! I haven't seen every film that's nominated for an Oscar but I hope with all my heart they they both win for DBC. They're both so very deserving.

dallas buyers club

a little late

I'm way behind on pictures. I suck at it, I always have. It's always a resolution of mine to take more pictures and put them in frames but I never do. Part of the problem is my camera. It takes forever to upload the pics to the laptop so I procrastonate. And my memory card has like 20,000 pics on which takes a lifetime. But...while taking photos of the snow today I thought I'd upload a few and make room for 2014.

Cause 2014 is gonna take alot of pictures.

I have made reservations for almost everything for our Boston/Cape Cod trip. Hotels in both places are booked. Car is booked. Whale watching tour is booked. Still waiting on the Sox tickets to go on sale for the Yankees game, but other than that it's all official! Nervous!!

So...here's some of late 2013.

Today

Some from our vacation May 2013

 

Freebie 5 update

Hold up wait a minute!

Thangs have changed!

Re-Do!

1- Ian Somerhalder
2- Ellie Goulding
3- Khal Drogo
4- Joseph Morgan
5- JARED LETO

I recently saw Dallas Buyers Club which is one of the best movies I've ever seen. The performances by Matthew and Jared in that film are some of the most phenomenal ever. Ever. I couldn't believe it was either of them. And HELLO Jared Leto! Where the hell have you been since I was 13 years old. Cause I sure have been missing out.

*Not that he was attractive in Dallas Buyers Club, because he was not. But in real life, lovely as can be. There's no way that boys 42.

 

 

Lordy how I love a man bun. He's got those smouldery eyes down pat.

all you need is love

I'm glad it's Tuesday. I'm so very glad Dakota's surgery went well and is on it's way to being over. I would never make it as a real nurse in a real hospital in real situations. I was a nervous shaking wreck Friday on the way home from the surgeons office. Dakota was very out of it and saying crazy things and telling me he thought he was going to puke in the car. NOOOO!! I don't do puke! His pupils wouldn't stay still and he said there were three of me so of course that scared me. After the gas they gave him wore off he was much better but I didn't sleep a wink that night. And yes, I made my 15 year old son sleep in bed with me so I could watch his every move. I told him he is never allowed to have any more surgeries of any kind. So I've been playing nurse and waiting on him hand and foot since Friday afternoon. He's back at school today, against his wishes of course, but I am taking a breath and being so very thankful that it's behind us. He did have a small complication...his top wisdom teeth were very close to his sinuses so they had to put a stitch in his sinus membranes so he's not allowed to sneeze or blow his nose for two weeks. Another scare!! I'm just a weenie I think.

He was super sweet to me all weekend though and last night said the sweetest thank you for taking care of him and all I do for him. I'm a lucky one!

Kelly Clarkson is having the girl she wanted. Yay! And I got to see the 4D ultrasound of my new little nephew thats due in a month or so. Such a fatty! I've had fun shopping for him lately. Baby shopping is the best kind.

Bushwalla inspired us lately and we're back on track with yoga. I've missed it so. I've always done it here and there on my own but it's nice to be back to a routine with it. He's right...there's nothing like it and it makes you feel good inside and out and somehow changes the way you think.

Our big ass family is taking a cross country road trip in June and we're not gonna be able to go. I'm sad that we'll miss out on such a radical experience. They're going in a complete circle and covering 13 states. Would be so much fun. But we're sticking to our plans. We've trips of our own in the works that must happen this year. We've been in plan mode and now that I'm not covered in total anxiety from this past weekend I can focus on things.

We were talking this weekend about how thankful we are that our little lives are so boring. That there's no drama and stupidness that we drag around. People amaze me how they tangle themselves up in shit and just live that way. Like they don't know any other way. I've been there and done it so it's nice to have another perspective. I can see what I was missing and for that I'm very thankful. If I hadn't had that lifestyle then, I wouldn't appreciate the one I have now.

So much love!

And speaking of love....

There's mine. In all his beautifulness. Just standing around being beautiful all the time. Like he does.

It's the only way!

i'm dead

My bestest goodest dream come true

Snow Day!

It snowed!

And there's ice everywhere so all the schools are closed. I hate it for Van who always has to go to work regardless and never gets a snow day, but I love winter and I love snow! With our yearly cabin trip coming up this weekend I have plenty to do today anyway. We always pack half the house/kitchen for just those three nights but it's always a lot of fun.

 

So other than Jimmy, YouTube and the snow...

 

THIS is making my day exceptionally bright. I just started it and it's already reeled me in. That nervous anxiety in the belly kind of reel. Woot woooooot!!!

 

My 5

Lainey always talks about this and rotates her "feebie 5" often. This is from her website:

A concept inspired by Friends which I’ve called the Freebie Five - a list of 5 'unattainables' you’d have permission to tap without consequence from your significant other should the opportunity arise. The key to the Freebie Five is fantasy, whatever turns your crank.

Note also that the Freebie Five is NOT about a relationship. The Freebie Five is all about ONE night. Or two nights. In bed. Conversation optional but not required. Which is why Johnny Depp is not on my Freebie Five. Johnny Depp, you see, is a Lifetime.

So. I thought it'd be fun to do a list too. And it was harder than I thought! I'm weirdly picky and definitely do not take this list lightly.

In no particular order:

Ian Somerhalder. Sigh...he looks fake! He is soo pretty. I bet...if I sat down at some awesome computer and designed the perfect male specimen, it would be him. It's the mouth/teeth combination that gets me every time. And those eyes. I die!! The body is perfect, his voice is perfect and in real life hes a sweet wonderful humanitarian which is even more attractive. AND...he looks great in hats. What more do you need?

Ellie Goulding. What a sexy little bitch! A blond exception. Again, something about the mouth/teeth/lisp. Her instagram photos are all very exciting.

Khal Drogo. Notice I didn't say Jason Momoa. Lainey said fantasy so I'm going with fantasy dammit!! There's not really much that needs to be said. The pictures of him speak for themselves.

 Joseph Morgan. I admit I'm surprised by this one. And he may get bumped off later on but right now...I just can't help it. My mouth fetish prevails yet again. His lisp/dimples is the cutest thing. It's Klaus that does it for me. I just love Klaus so damn much. And I think he's adorable.

Charlie Hunnam. I guess. I've kinda lost it for him a little. But I know all I'd have to do is watch some old Sons of Anarchy episodes and it'd do it for me real quick like. No matter how bad he is or douchey...he's still just so very lovely. Like Brad Pitt in Legends of the Fall, only better.

 

Notable mentions...

I just have to say that the only reason my Scott Avett isn't on this list is because he's forever. Every night, for all times, and I love him wholeheartedly.

Jimmy Fallon isn't on the list because I have a legitimate crush on him and that would be breaking the freebie 5 rules which is about no relationships.

Jennifer Lawrence. Again, a crush is in progress so that bumps her off the love em and leave em list.