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Tuesday, June 12, 2018
It's been almost a year since my last post and this one is sad and terrible. I was told recently that noone blogs anymore but...I guess I do. Now and then. When something big happens. Or happy. Or sad.

On Mother's day,  May 13 at 9:05 am, my mom called to tell me that she was "having some issues" of numbness and weakness on her right side and that she was very dizzy. It's all a little blurry after that, the worst day ever. We were told there was a mass on her brain and that this hospital wasn't equipped to tell us what it was so they were sending her by ambulance to another hospital. Later that day we learned she had lung cancer with mets to the brain. She had a lung biopsy and several scans within that 3 day hospital stay.  Its seems surreal to say all of this out loud. But as of today, she has had a craniotomy to remove the brain tumor. 1 week ago today actually. She has done fantastically. It amazes me how well she has done actually. A bit of good news.... she had a PET scan that didn't show cancer anywhere else and she is a candidate for Keytruda. So as of now, no chemo! She will have 3 rounds of gamma knife radiation in her brain and then will start the immunotherapy. We keep saying it could always be worse. She is such a strong lady.

If anyone is even reading this blog I just want it out there that my mom is the sweetest and strongest and bravest lady I've ever known. This has been so overwhelming and such a whirlwind month. I'm in some weird fog most of the time, denial the other. It's so terrible and wrong to see your mom so weak and frail and sick. And unfortunately I know the worst is yet to come.


Red rocks

Tuesday, July 11, 2017
One day I'll see the boys at Red Rocks. It will happen. For now, I'll post other people videos of them there. I love these 2 videos ao much.


On to the next

Our house is officially on the market! She's been a good'n but it's time to move on. We found and fell in love with 6 and a half acres of land right down the road and it just felt right soooo we are selling our house and building our little farm house! So far it has been really scary and tricky, and the jard part hasn't even started. I am so excited and scared and ready for this next new part of life!


Seth Avett as Darling

Wednesday, April 12, 2017


This has changed me! Ohhh it's been a minute since I've fallen in love with something this way. If I could write songs, I'd wanna write THESE songs. But mostly it's just his voice. His voice with these songs. Soo beautiful.  Somethin about it I just love with all my heart and soe.

New Laini!

Tuesday, March 14, 2017
It seems like it's been a lifetime since the Daughter of Smoke and Bone series came out. I loved, loved those books and I am SOOO excited that she's written a new book! Comes out March 28th!

 

Equals

Tuesday, September 20, 2016
It's been a year since I mentioned the freebie 5. It hasn't changed. But one has risen to the top. The very tip top.

Nicholas Hoult.

And if there was ever a movie to watch just to watch someone, it's Equals. Hot of hottest damns.

Uhh

 
 


And....! I'm getting a new baby tomorrow!

Thursday, September 8, 2016
An 11 week old goldendoodle! I cannot wait! It's been such a long week waiting to go pick her up. I've wanted one for years and tomorrow is the day!